The supermassive depression hole

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Mentions of self-harm and depression.

Maybe I’ll just disappear

Over the years, months and moments

Over bridges & passages and underneath them

With excuses of adapting and falling into the flow of change

For the reward of flexible limbs, thoughts and heart

The steps became smaller, shorter, sharper

Shrinking into precise actions, invisible conversations and unnoticed actions

I found the inside of a shell that wasn’t just empty

It was the window to a black hole

And I’m climbing in,sinking in

And slowly but surely, I’ll just disappear

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